I'm going to be changing some things in my life and i am really excited about it. its really important to me and i hope i have everyones support. A While ago i made the decision to tell this very good, sweet amazing guy that i couldn't be more then what he was wanting. i wasn't feeling it but as my twin sister told me i just need time to think about it because she thought it was my broken heart talking for me and that i was scared and well jenna you were right. after a couple of months of thinking and taking time for myself i have realized that i miss and that i think i may have made a mistake and so i am going to ask him to give me a chance to fix it and see if we can try this again. sorry Kenny i will do it right this time. I am also changing things to better myself. I am going to get back into reading the scriptures everyday again, i was doing that but then lost my motivation to do so, so i am getting back into it. NO EXCUSES! I got a CD to load on my computer that has the scriptures on it for Christmas and i LOVE IT! Its awesome. I have a hard time reading things then understanding them and sometimes have to re-read them three times so i think this will be a lot better. I am also going to figure out a time to go to Institute, my schedule can be crazy so i am actually going to put some effort into it and see if it will work. Summer is coming up, everyone will be going home for the summer and it makes me sad but then i learn to enjoy it because i do stuff for me and take time for myself. I would really like to get a bike so i can come home and go on a ride when its still nice and warm outside. Sorry it has taken me this long to blog, I'm not really good at it like my sister are. ENJOY!
