Look at this face!

I get pictures of my nieces alot and i love it! They are all the sweetest things i have in my life. I get updates of things they do and cute things they say. they say things that surprise you and you wonder where they get it from. My sister Morgan will call me up or text me and tell me a story of somethingKate did at the dinner table. Jenna's girls are really sweet to. Brynn is so thoughtful. I was down there last weekend and i had a head ach and Brynn came up to me and asked what was wrong so i told her and she leaned down and kissed my head and said " there all better" all little kids are tender hearted and our lives would not be the same without them! Sadie, Brynn, Kate, Brooklynn and Faye! i love you all so very much!

what means the most to you?

I have asked myself this question many times and only need one answer. That would be my family. My family is my world, they have helped make me who i am today and if it wasn't for them, i would be lost in the gospel and lost in this world. Many people get embarrassed by there family and i think thats normal cause i went through that in school. All i wanted to do was be with my friends. I grew out of that phase because family's are forever. A recent tragedy has had me thinking alot about my my twin sister jenna. ( i always think about her but this time was different) It has made me appreciate her alot more and be thankful for her life. There was a time in my life where we almost lost her and while she was in the hospital getting better, learning the simple things all over again, i was walking through school with out her and had a little glimpse of what life would have been like if she wouldn't have survived that accident. Jenna is my twin, my other half, my gorgeous sister whom i love and care about more then anything is this world. Don't get me wrong, i love my whole entire family, but jenna and i are closer because of this. I can't wait to see my entire family next week. its going to be so fun much. Morgan and jeremy drive safe. Love you guys.

My Nieces

Well here they are! My adorable Nieces. I wish i could see them more, but i will be seeing them all here soon but not soon enough haha. We are all getting together for a family reunion and i am so excited. My Brother conner hasn't met Kate and Brooklynn yet and i wish i could be there to see him take them into his arms for the first time. I wont be able to be there until Monday night, i will be going to rexburg after work and i know its going to be a hard day for me to concentrate. It will be good to have everyone together again. I miss my family and love them all so much.

Faye and Mommy

Brynnie

Sadie

Kate

Brooklynn

Me :)

Ok Here is an update for everyone. I am still living in Pocatello Idaho. I have always appreciated the fact that i have a full time job but wasn't always happy with where the location was at. I love some of the people i work with and can make it really fun but their are other people that like to challenge you and like to push your buttons to see how well you can handle being put under pressure in a crazy situation. I am not the kind of person to let my feelings out and anyone that knows me knows this about me. I have worked there for 2 years and have talked to the boss about a raise but havent gotten one and wont argue it because i dont like to push people to make them mad so i just wait very patienly. I am now being trained to take over the hygien assistants job because the girl that has it now is pregnant and is due at the end of july and instead of hiring someone for it for just 6-8 weeks i am going it. It has been a challenege and very stressfull at time but i am pushing all my feeling to the side and just running towards it head on. I am trying to figure out a way i can jugle that and everything else i do for the office without people getting upset at me. I dont just do massge there i also help assist the dntist when i need to, steralize all the tools and help the front office with whatever they can't get to and now this hygien job so it will be hard but what i have been told by many is that no matter how crazy the situation is i seem to alwayts have a smile on my face. People watch me and see what i do and notice those kind of things and i am glad i handle things well. I dont know how long i plan to have this job but i can't complain because of how the economy is. alot of people dont have jobs to provide for there family's so i am content with where i am. I love my family more then anything in the workd and would do anything for them. Same goes for my friends. I love you all and thank you all fir supporting me with what i do and who i am.

GRanPa WitH ThE TwInS

I haven't put a picture up of my dad and then i found this one and had to put it up.Grandpa loves his grand kids. If you have only seen my dad with a serious look on his face its cause you don't know his weakness and that would be his kids and granddaughters. You will always see him with a smile when he has one or two of the 5 granddaughters he has. They all put a big smile on his face and make him truly happy. Kate is on the left and Brooklyn is on the right. I love you dad and miss you.

Happy Birthday To The BEST Big Sister

Today is my oldest sister's Birthday. Morgan I love you so much and want you to know you are a great mother, wife and sister. You have always been there for me when i needed someone to talk to, help with stupid boy problems or just when i needed a good laugh. This day is your's and i hope you can relax and enjoy it. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MORGAN!!!

quick update!

Sorry that it has taken me so long to update this. There isn't a whole lot going on i have just been working alot. I have a new niece and her name is FAYE LYNN SAUNDERS and she is a very beautiful baby. I haven't been able to see her yet but i will be very soon and will have some pictures to go with it. Like the title says " quick update" it wasn't a joke. it will be longer on my next one. bye!

The worst feeling ever!

What do you think the worst feeling is? Being sad? Mad? Worried? Well to me the worst feeling is a little more then those. Its A BROKEN HEART. This feeling you get where you think your heart is going to fall out of your chest, where you can't breath. You just cry all the time because it hurts so bad. Some people never get to experience this feeling and i wish i could say i was one of those people but im not. I know what its like to be hurt by someone you love and care about more then anything. Now you might be asking why im writing about this and i will tell you. Valentines day is coming up the worst holliday in the world. Im not a fan because something bad always happens to me on this day every year but this year well no not this year because i get to be with the people i love and know wont hurt me because its my oldest sister and her adorable family. I hope all of you have a good valentines day and that you get to be with the one you love most. HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

Paige and I

Ok here is a more normal picture. I don't put up many pictures of me with my sisters so this is why i am doing it. Paige and i being normal.
Gorgeous Paige!

Logan and I

We were at one of are cousins missionary homecomings. We thought we would make it a little interesting. This is us being weird.