Emmy Lou

Emmy Lou has been a very important member in our family for 17 years, I am sad to say that she is no longer with us but she will not be forgotton. She is no longer blind, deaf and she can walk without pain. Emmy wasn't just a pet to me and my family, she was our friend . We will love and cherish your friendship forever Emmy and I will always miss you. May you watch over us from heaven! 

Grief

I read somewhere how many days it take you to mourn over someone's death, and the different stages, I wish I remember but can see how that's true . Someone that is so close to you I think takes longer to hit you, it has been a couple days and I cry but it hasn't fully hit me that one of my dearest friends passed away on Wednesday. He was elderly but oh how he was so fun to talk to, he knew how to make me feel special and he did. Brother Dallas Myers  have been an elderly chap but he didn't let that stop him, even though it should have slowed him down. The first thing that drew me to the Myers when we first moved in was there big white husky Sampson. I love animals so even if I wasn't supposed to climb over the fence separating our houses I did anyway. Neither Myers saw me playing with sampson and came out to meet me. A great friendship formed and I never left rexburg without going over to talk to my best friend. He wouldn't let me leave without giving him a hug and a

Kiss on the cheek. I'm going to miss him like crazy. I wish I had a picture of us to put up here. I loved that man. 

Logan thinks its important to get me a piece of Jewlery every year, he makes me feel special and very loved. The earrings he gave me are little dangly hearts , I love them and the green sweater is from my parents .

Christmas

I got to spend Christmas with my amazing boyfriend and his family this year ! I missed my family but I had a lot of fun with the cutler clan. The gifts weren't important , as we get older we remember the reason for the season but it is also really fun to have little kids around because they are so excited to see what Santa brings them. I feel blessed to be with the people I love and care about ! I hope everyone had a good Christmas !

Every day life

I get asked some questions all the time, mostly by one person in general. One of them is " how do you do it"? A very close friend of mine who is going through a lot in her life who is struggling a bit( through my eyes because this person won't admit it to themselfs ) but I get asked how I do it on different occasions. How do I get through the day dealing with all the stress or how do you go through the day always with a smile on your face and always laughing even though life for you isn't easy? How do you get through all the negative and be so strong? How? I wake up every morning with a choice. That choice I ask myself is am I going to be happy brush it off no matter what it may be. I choose to be happy, strong, confident , loving and kind to whom ever I may meet . Why? Even to those that may not always deserve it? You don't know there story and to be he better person. I was told by someone a while ago the I was a role model for them and they have looked up to me for years because of how I handle thing and how I always have a smile on my face. Life is to short to he grudges and to be unhappy all the time. So tell yourself it's going to be a good day , and nothing is going to ruin it. Love everyone, make some one smile or give someone a hug. It feels great!

Sarah and I

This is mrs Sarah, whom I can't wait to have some girl time with her. She is one of the only girls that I love ad can be my crazy self with. I have missed her so much!

Lou Lou

This little sweet heart is Lou Lou, she is very sweet ad loves to be held. She always has a big smile on her face when I walk through the door, yes she probably does that for everyone but I like to tell myself it's just for me. She has grown up a lot since I have seen her so I can't wait to spend time with her again.